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Yesterday I got an automated email from LiveJournal congratulating me on the "achievement" of my LiveJournal's 20th anniversary. Turns out that TODAY is the anniversary. My first entry was September 2, 2005! So I figured I would write a commemorative post.

Yes, I still have my LiveJournal up on their site and have NOT deleted it like I said I would (probably should). While I have posted exclusively on Dreamwidth since March 2018, I did port over everything I had written on my LJ before then and consider my Dreamwidth journal a continuation of that LJ that I started...20 years ago??

I know the phrase has become cliche, but it's hard to believe it's been 20 years since I started this journal. At the same time it feels so long ago because my life was so much different back then. I was working at the public library in my hometown and was looking to apply to library school. For a long time, I used this LJ to meaningfully connect with my friends. We would write entries, sharing what was going on in our lives and we would respond to each other's posts with thoughtful comments. None of this "thumbs up" button...!

I really love having this Dreamwidth journal and continuing to write on it...even if it's very seldom. But honestly, with pretty much all my friends having long abandoned their journals, it's not the same. We have succumbed to the social media platform and trying to go against that is like trying to swim against a whitewater current. I have written about my frustrations with the Peach platform but at this point, the connections I've made on Peach are the closest thing to the connections I created in the early years of my LiveJournal.

Personally, so much has changed: I was so excited and optimistic about the career I was embarking on and now I feel so burnt out. But as I write this, I am reminded to be grateful that I made something of myself and got out of my hometown. I embarked on not just a career but a whole new life in Pittsburgh that I love. I will always treasure the many entries in that first year or two that detailed all the adventures in moving to Pittsburgh and going to grad school.

20 years later I feel so tired but outside of work, I love my life. I just need to figure out the career stuff (or just stagnate and moulder in this job...I guess either one). Either way, I want to remain motivated and optimistic.
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Hmmm....I'm thinking it might be time to do an overhaul of my user icons. They're the exact same ones I used on my old LiveJournal and while I'm all about preserving memories of the past, this is a new journal and its appearance should reflect that.

Also, it's Galentie's Day but I don't have any gals to celebrate with except my sister. Maybe I should invite her go out to eat on Saturday...

Also, *also*, I searched "Dreamwidth" on Mastodon and found a good number of people who posted links to their journal entries. Very heartening ^_^

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